By Dr.Tasaduq Itoo
Way back to the year while I was in B.Sc first year in Degree College Anantnag. It was the examination aura all around as the date sheet was already out by University of Kashmir. It was English A (Grammar) Paper to begin with. Merely 10 days were left for first paper when I bought English guide from a book shop. There used to be a portion of ‘phonetics’ for English Grammar Paper. Only three days were left when I told my father about the upcoming paper. I had never heard about ‘phonetics’ till that date and I told my father that I want to learn it from some English subject teacher.
My father talked to his friend who used to teach the students phonetics s portion of English Grammar. When I went to that teacher and told him that I want to learn phonetics. The teacher replied with a smile “Ye govnaar wiz KeuherKhanun(in Kashmiri) , means “It is to dig a well at the time of fire “. “You just focus on that part of phonetics that you had already learned as the students are taking coaching classes since last six months”, the teacher added. I asked and compelled the teacher with my head down “please sir let me give a glimpse of what actually phonetics is”. The teacher again replied the same that he did earlier.
I acknowledged the teacher’s reply and left with a bit sadly mood, and was thinking what to do for that portion of Grammar as it accounts to much weightage of marks in English Paper A. As there was no material around me for “phonetics”, I really was now feeling deeply concerned. At the moment, I was searching for meaning of a word from Oxford English Dictionary and while I flipped through end pages, I found a section of phonetics there.Wao. I got immensely happy as this was a miracle that time while getting at least some material around. Now for time being I could feel confident enough to take the exam though without preparation till now.
Anyways, I went to some green open land and started learning that section of phonetics from Dictionary. Honestly speaking it just took me three hours to learn every aspect of phonetics (monothongs and Diphthongs) with examples and all. I put in my attention, concentration, zeal,enthusiasm, energy and confidence to my level best during this period. At the moment, I could feel now both competent and confident enough to take the exam.
On exam day something strange happened that I was unaware of leading me into a kind of trouble. While reaching to the centre – the man present on the examination hall door while checking my roll noslip said to me “You can’t enter to the examination hall as per the records, as you had not appeared in one of the practical examinations of college internal assessment”. “Just get that cleared from the Principal and then I would allow you to enter the examination hall”, the man added.
Now I got totally confused as I had never missed any practical internal assessment examination in any subject. “What is this happening yaar?”, I lamented to myself. While moving towards Principal office I could see almost 60 plus students having the same complaint. Some of them were weeping loudly about this ‘surprise of disgrace’. Anyways after approaching the Principal, he again blamed us for non-appearance in internal assessment examination. Now every student with the complaint got into emotional and mental unwell-being and were thinking what to do. After repeated requests, finally the Principal gave a nod to students to enter the examination hall and get the issue regarding internal assessment examination cleared next day. It was already 45 minutes late when we were allowed to enter the examination hall.
Now what to write, what to remind and what to perform in the paper as the mind was already emotionally ill-burdened because of that “surprise of disgrace”. It was almost 1 hour and 45 minutes left when I started attempting the paper. While attempting to the phonetics portion of the paper, I tried to make a picture of that open green land in mind where I learned this phonetics portion in just three hours. I could get examples from the set paper and tried to understand them with clarity synchronising them with that three-hour preparation before exercising the answer on answer book. Alhamdulillah I could attempt that portion of paper with much satisfaction.
While attempting the essay and letter portion of the paper, I could easily made through it and summarize it within shortest available time. Being enthusiastic in writing since childhood, I never felt any need of special preparation for this section of the paper. You can build an essay on your own in well -refined paragraphs based on your absolute or relative knowledge about the subject matter. Alhamdulillah everything gone well though time was limited (1 hour 45 minutes only). I handed over my answer book to concerned invigilator and left to home.
It was my next paper day after tomorrow but I had to visit college the next day to get the issue regarding internal assessment examination cleared. All students with the same complaint came to college the next day with a bit of fear and anxious mood. We roamed whole day to- and – fro to made it assure to the authorities of our time-bound appearance in internal assessment exams. Besides the concerned staff of all science stream departments were put to task. Finally, at the end of the day the Principal came out of the office with a big file in his right hand and we were made to sit in the lawns of a park just adjacent to the Principal Office. He called upon the names one by one and here we came to know that only 4 out of 65 students didn’t actually appeared in their internal exams in one subject or the other. Alhamdulillah I was safe as finally truth got revealed.
I reached home with a sort of tiredness and fatigue. It was my next paper exactly the next day and I was having only one night to get prepared for that. It was probably “Inorganic Chemistry” paper and I had to put a kind of struggle during that night to make it fully prepared. Alhamdulillah next day everything gone well in the exam Hall and I felt fairly satisfied with my performance.
Anyways the examination reached to an exit in a month or so and finally the results were declared approximately after 2 months. I passed it among good ranks in my college. When the marks sheets were issued, I could see the highest marks in English paper that too in English Paper A. Discovering for some days post-result, I came to know that I am the highest marks achiever in English in my area. Alhamdulillah.
From the above article, I would like to put some great lessons before my readers. First, you don’t have to lose hope till the last minute of your examination. Once you read qualitatively with concentration, zeal and passion for just a little bit of time, its outcome might be a miracle beyond your imagination. Second, don’t feel any kind of fear or surrender your efforts before any challenge. Think smartly, act boldly with deep courage and confidence. Third, don’t get distracted in anyway when somebody tries to let you turn down. Be positive and intellectualized. Fourth, you can reach to your goal in short period of time by reminding and acting upon a thought “A year of twelve weeks”. Whatever it takes to complete your preparation in an year, you can achieve that amount of preparation in just a period of twelve weeks. You have to be consistent, competent and confident. Fifth, try to find a study environment where you can put in your efforts to your level best.
(The author is Medico/Columnist /Educator at Unacademy. Email: [email protected])
INDESCRIBABLE JOHN ELI
By Shabbir Aariz
This indeed is proverbially a herculean task to describe or define John Elia in any particular frame. Whosoever while mentioning him, is either trapped in contradictions of one’s own opinion or is able to confine to a few verses of John Elia to judge him. But the more one tries to understand John, the more confused one is and I believe that you need another John Elia to explain him. He is a phenomenon, a thing like a live fish to hold in your hand or an elephant amongst blinds to be described. Wusatullah Khan, a noted broadcaster, holds that knowing John is as good as dating with a liberated lady. And it is quite obvious that a man who in him is a philosopher, a scholar, a biographer, a linguist with command over Urdu, Arabic, English, Persian, Sanskrit and Hebrew and needless to say that the Ismaili sect of the subcontinent could not find anyone other than John to translate Ismaili treatises from Hebrew, it becomes a tedious affair to be conclusive about John. Common perception though with an element of truth is that John is a progressive Marxist, an unconventional poet and always in denial of everything including himself while himself saying in three line verse,
“KISKO FUSAT K MUJSAY BAHAS KARAY…..
OOR SABIT KARAY K MERA WAJOOD….
ZINDZGI K LIYAY ZARORI HAY
(Anyone prepared to argue and prove that my existence is imperative for life). His poetry is admittedly very close to life and his verses in the words of a legendry poet, Majrooh Sultanpuri, are like a dialogue which no other poet has the distinction to be capable of. John has an extra-ordinary craft of connecting with his audience that has created an unprecedented fan following which no other contemporary poet can claim to have. So magical is his poetry and its rendition that it has created a cult of his admirers with such an obsession and longing for the life of melancholy lead by John Elia himself. It is no secret that he was never a happy man with defiance and protest against everything and anything around. Loudly a nonconformist when he says
“unjaman main mayri khamooshi…..
burdabari nahin hay wehshat hay”.
His style made him famous and popular. He appears to be disgusted even with creation when he says … “HASILE KUN HAY YEH JAHANE KHARAAB….
YAHI MUMKIN THA AYSI UJLAT MAIN”.
His admirers strangely wish to pass through the same pain and despair that is hallmark of John’s poetry besides satire and the disdain for the system which contributed to his sadness in life. He has so glorified and romanticized the pain and sadness that it leaves his audience in frenzied ecstasy.
John Elia was born in the year 1931 and died in 2002. He originally belonged to Amroha in the state of Uttar Pradesh, younger brother of Rayees Amrohi, a known journalist and writer. John migrated to Pakistan in the year 1957 and settled in Karachi where he is buried now. But Amroha never left his heart and mind. He never felt comfortable after leaving Amroha partly because his stay in Karachi brought him in conflict with the system too. Many other things have also contributed to his sadness in life. He was married to a well-known writer of Pakistan, Zahida Hina but in mid-80’s , the relation between the two became bumpy and ended up in divorce which left John devastated and for ten long years thereafter went in depression without writing a word.
As is true about many in the history of literature, John earned his name and fame more after his death than in his life time while he was not received well and felt a strange type of suffocation when he says,
“AAP APNAY SAY HUMSUKHAN REHNA…..
HUMNISHEEN SAANS PHOOL JATI HAY”.
Thanks to the electronic boom and You Tube that brought him to the lime light and enabled audience to reach him and his works. As if this was not enough that his first poetic collection only came to be published when he reached the age of 60. It is worthwhile mention that he has as many as seven poetic collections to his credit namely SHAYAD, YANI, LEKIN, GUMAAN, GOYA, FARMOD and RAMOOZ. Except one, all other are published posthumously. This is besides his scholarly works in prose which may require greater insight to go into.
John all his life remained honest, direct and straightforward in expressing his views on matters of public interest. He also never demonstrated any pretentions or reservations while expressing the truth of his personal life. He never made any secret of his fantasies, love affairs or drinking habits. Yet he was never at peace either with the times or with himself. John Elia, in my humble opinion lived ahead of times and even the desire of dying young without being bed ridden was not granted to him except that he strangely enough wanted to die of tuberculosis and which he did.
(The author, a senior lawyers, is a well known poet and writer. Feedback at: [email protected])
Manto: Why I wanted to read a ‘lewd’ writer
By Naveed Hussain
I first read Saadat Hasan Manto as a teenager and the spirit of what I’m writing now was etched on my memory in those years.
I was too young to understand the intricacies of his stories but I enjoyed what I read and craved for more. Back then, Manto wasn’t available in the small town of Haripur where I lived. A friend introduced me to a schoolteacher, a bibliophile who had a modest collection of Manto in his personal library.
“Why do you want to read Manto, he’s a ribald, lewd writer,” he quipped. “This is exactly why I want to read him,” I replied, almost impulsively. He smiled and agreed to lend me Manto’s books. Thus began my journey to explore Manto. The more I read, the deeper my love for him became.
Manto was a nonconformist, an unorthodox and ruthlessly bold writer. He didn’t believe in the so-called literary norms of ‘decency’ and ‘civility’ set by didactic writers of his time. For him, truth is truth. No matter how bitter and despicable the reality, Manto never dilutes the truth. Like a muckraker, he pokes his nose into the muck, rakes it, and then holds it up to the reader – in all its profound ugliness and twisted beauty. “If you don’t know your society, read my stories. If you find a defect, it’s the defect of your society, not my stories,” he says.
Manto wrote on socially taboo topics like sex, incest and prostitution, which earned him the wrath of contemporary traditionalists, conservatives and even progressives. For some of his ‘lewd’ and ‘obscene’ stories he had to face lawsuits – among them were great stories such as Thanda Gosht, Bu, Khol Do, Dhuan and Kali Shalwar.
But it is to miss the point to simply say that Manto wrote about sex. He wrote about the sexual debauchery of men and the sexual exploitation of women; about our patriarchal society where women are often treated as a ‘sex toy’, not a human being. Unlike many, I don’t compare Manto with DH Lawrence, because Manto is not lustful, even though he explicitly writes about the female anatomy. He’s more like Guy de Maupassant, who sees the throbbing heart, not the sensuous body, of the prostitute.
Manto blames the ‘diseased mind’ for reading ‘ribaldry’ into his stories. If a sex maniac derives morbid gratification from Venus De Milo, should we blame Alexandros of Antioch for chiselling such a ‘graphic’ sculpture? No, certainly not.
For contemporary literary pundits, Manto was also unacceptable because he wrote ‘indecent’ language. “They [the critics] criticise me when my characters verbally abuse one another – but why don’t they criticise their society instead where hundreds of thousands of profanities are hurled on the streets, every day,” he wonders.
I also love Manto because he was honest. He was an unflinchingly true writer who believed in calling a spade a spade. Sketch-writing was introduced as a genre in Urdu literature much earlier, but Manto created his own peculiar tell-all style. He didn’t write only the good qualities of his characters. “In my bathroom, everyone is naked. I don’t clothe them because it’s the tailor’s job,” he writes.
Manto’s sketches, which he initially wrote for the Lahore-based Daily Afaq newspaper, were later collected and published as Ganjay Farishtay. Manto wasn’t a hypocrite. He minced no words while writing about his dead friends. “I curse a thousand times a so-called civilised society where a man’s character is cleansed of all its ills and tagged as ‘May-God-Bless Him’,” Manto wrote in Ganjay Farishtay. Manto wrote sketches of filmstars Ashok Kumar, Shyam, Noor Jahan, literary figures such as Meera Ji, Agha Hashar and Ismat Chughtai and some politicians. “I have no camera that could have washed smallpox marks off the face of Agha Hashar or change obscenities uttered by him in his flowery style.”
Before embarking on his literary career, Manto had read Russian, French and English masters like Chekhov, Gorky, Victor Hugo, de Maupassant and Oscar Wilde and translated some of their works into Urdu. Surprisingly enough, despite his love for revolutionaries, Manto was not a Marxist ideologue. He was a humanist who was pained to see social injustices, economic disparities and exploitation of the underprivileged. He hated the obscurantist clergy and parasitic elites alike.
Although Manto had migrated to Pakistan after 1947, he couldn’t understand the rationale of partitioning a land along religious lines. His stories of bloodshed and cross-border migration, such as Teetwaal Ka Kutta and Toba Tek Singh, made him unpopular with ‘patriotic’ Pakistanis. To this day he remains a shadowy figure on the official literary lists of Pakistan: our school curricula, our national awards, our drawing room conversations.
Manto was acknowledged as a creative genius even by his detractors. And he knew this, which is perhaps why he wanted these words to mark his grave: “Here lies Saadat Hasan Manto and with him lie all the secrets and mysteries of the art of short story writing. Under tons of earth he lies, still wondering who among the two is the greater short story writer: he or God.”
Manto’s family feared his self-written epitaph would attract the unwanted attention of the ignorantly religious, so on his grave one finds a Ghalib couplet. He faced censorship all his life and even now has chunks of his stories taken out by the authorities. But as we mark his centenary year, I can say this with the instant certainty I felt as a young man in Haripur: the words and stories of Saadat Hasan Manto will outlive us all.
Gauhar Raza: Giving Poetry the Power to Protest
By Asheesh Mamgain
If things were different his poems would have been different, or maybe he would not have been a poet at all. But things are what they are. And that is why Gauhar Raza, the poet is writing, and it is why he writes his poetry of protest.
“Maybe I would have written about love, the beauty of nature and science. But as things stand my poetry is predominantly about resistance and protest,” said Raza, who is faithful to the tradition of resistance poetry to the extent that he has throttled, without much difficulty, the romantic and the scientist in him. “The need to write poetry always arose when something happened around me which affected me, to the core. I have never written and will never write poetry just for the sake of it.”
“The murder of Safdar Hashmi, the breaking up of the Soviet Union, the demolition of the Babri Masjid, the killing of an activist in Afghanistan, the death of Rohith Vemula are some of those things,” he said.
Raza’s second published collection of ghazals and nazms (71 in all) came out in November 2017 and is titled Khamoshi, or Silence.
Is there a lot of anger in his poems? Yes, there is definitely a lot of anger. But then there is also hope. That is where Raza becomes special.
“For me, a poem that merely complains or rants about the injustice, violence and persecution happening all around is not enough. A poet has to go beyond this; he has to give a vision. The vision of an alternative world, of a better world. Only then will his poetry be successful and meaningful. A poet has to show the consciousness he wants to bring into society.”
So how does he define good poetry? “Well, a good poem should be able to raise the level of the reader at least one notch higher, and also give him a fresh perspective about the aspect being dealt in the poem. Something new to dwell upon,” said Raza.
The influences that shaped his poetic thought came pretty early, at home and at the Aligarh Muslim University where he studied. Raza’s father, Wizarat Hussain, worked in the education department there and was a second-generation Leftist.
“The question about the existence of God came up very early in my life and soon I became an atheist for life,” said Raza. Literature was read with passion at home and by the time he was 15 he had read all the Urdu literature available at the AMU library as well as a solid portion of Russian literature.
“During my growing years, Leftist thought had a major presence in the university. On the other hand, the fundamental forces were also steadily getting stronger. I was smitten by the leftist idea. I was part of a literary study circle, we served tea at the secret meetings of leftist groups and listened to discussions at home between my father and other intellectuals such as Irfan Habib and Iqtidar Alam Khan.”
There was a lot of churning in his mind and soon he started pouring the remnants of all that into his poems. When it comes to poetry some of Raza’s major influences have been Ghalib, Faiz Ahmad Faiz and Sahir Ludhianvi. He is often seen reciting their work at length during his various lectures, with Sahir Ludhianvi’s long poem ‘Parchhaiyan’ or Shadows one of his favourites.
“Writing the kind of poetry I do is not easy. Each time a write a poem I must relive all the pain and emotion I went through when the particular incident happened that forced me to write. All those disturbing images come rushing back to me. It is a difficult thing to undergo.”
Nor is poetry Raza’s only means of reaching the people. He recently retired as chief scientist from the Council of Scientific and Industrial Research. He is also into documentary filmmaking, his documentaries on Bhagat Singh and the 2002 Gujarat genocide being very well known.
Where does poetry stand today, as a means of communication with the reader? According to Raza, “for one, social media has helped. It has helped poets reach a wider audience. Also, the tradition of musharias and kavi sammelans (poetry meets) is still very strong in India. So even if a poet is competing with the multimedia world, it is easy to reach one’s audience with one’s poetry, provided you have something pertinent to say.”
More broadly speaking, however, “I have to say that things have progressed in a disturbing direction. A poem I wrote 20 years ago, I could rededicate it to Rohith Vemula and then to Gauri Lankesh. This disturbing trend is seen all over the world. I believe that the fall of the USSR has been a major turning point in the way our World has evolved.”
A few lines from one of his poems brings out his concern and struggle.
Mein phool khilata hoon jab bhi,
Woh baad e khizan le aate hain,
Mein geet sunata hoon jab bhi,
Yeh aag se ji bahlate hain.
Whenever I make a flower blossom
They bring the autumn wind
Whenever I sing a song
They give the soul succour with flame.
But Raza is still hopeful. “There has been a resurgence of resistance poetry in Urdu in the recent past. The trend of religious poetry in Urdu has also reduced in recent times. The youth today has become more involved in this attempt to bring a positive change. I have seen young people reading protest poetry and reacting to it. Once again universities have become a place of resistance and struggle for change.”